grief comes easy by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
grief comes easy
i
i stopped in my tracks the first time i saw you.
it wasn't the cheesy love at first sight things,
it was more of
"Damn, i didn't know people like you still existed."
ii
my mother still cries
all i can do is hug her.
iii
there is an old man in a wheel chair
with a grief-stricken face
he visits visited his wife everyday
never brought flowers,
i always bought two bouquets of roses for his grave.
i never understood what this meant.
iv
i couldn't find my journal so
i wrote this down at the back of my
foreign policy analysis notebook.
Stalin did not come out of his office for 3 days when Hitler betrayed him.
i showed up every day since i los
death took its toll on you by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
death took its toll on you
there are dark circles under your eyes
concealed by perfectly arched brows
and acne scars that look like freckles.
there is a worry-lines wrinkle on the centre of your
twenty-too-young forehead,
and one just above your dimple.
I guess, all i am saying is,
the
signs
were
there.
they were always there.
i have vomited
dreams, hope and love
because they were meant
to be discarded as waste;
the result of bad decisions
and poor judgement.
learn to live as they want you to, little one
you won't find what you're looking for here.
praise the misconceptions as reality
and condemn what you love the most,
baby steps won't take you far,
backflip, blindfolded into
all the things that kept you up at night
watch yourself slip through
scrawny fingers and
cracked skin,
welcome the pain with arms wide open.
home is not where the heart is
but the one bedroom apartment shared with
the boy you once thought you loved
on a cold november night;
a kiss in an a
The Boy In My head Inspires Me by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
The Boy In My head Inspires Me
the fire in your eyes was extinguished
by the ice in your veins
frozen
from all the chilly winds
exposed by the cuts and bruises
bone deep
but trivial to you
because you always realized,
the pain you made yourself go through
after you lifted the
weight from your skin,
touching the satin-red marks
with rough fingertips
still oblivious to most of the damage
because no one was there
to point out to you
how deeply you were really suffering.
Tragedies are never as beautiful by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
Tragedies are never as beautiful
you were the shipwreck
that was discovered a bit too late to be saved
but still soon enough to
take you out of the cold waters,
to look past the rust and cracks
and savor what was and could have been.
tragedy had knocked on your doors
and taken him away
because he just wanted closure,
for his brother, his family andhimself
you would think time, pain and loss would have hardened him.
he was more good than you remembered.
"Choking down sea water was easier
than to breathe in fresh air",was your reply
when he asked why you were so bitter
even when your breath did not contain the taste of liquor
and your acerbic smile was almost welcoming.
t
i
If I
let you hold me
While i break down every wall
That actually held you more close to me
Than separated us,
Will it make you feel more of a man?
ii
I can see the cracks hidden underneath your veins,
And the shadows they bring with them.
You were more damage than I could handle
But it didn't stop me.
We both wished it did.
lessons I wasn't taught at school by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
lessons I wasn't taught at school
1.I've gotten really good at walking out on people.
2.He was only collateral damage.
3.There is an infinity carved on the tree where your head once used to rest.
4. You smell of apple cyder, musk and her.
5. She created drama when there was none because that is how she liked to be; weak.
6. I've never seen snow.
7. They always misinterpreted your emotions, didn't they?
8. He never got why she preferred sitting cross-legged on the floor.
9. She knew by memory to the last detail every crease that strained his face.
10. He never really understood her.
11. You're selfish and self-absorbed but that is partially my fault because I gave y
I Wasn't Supposed To Be Worth It. by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
I Wasn't Supposed To Be Worth It.
Was it worth it?
Trading the taste of cinnamon on your lips
To smell like cigarettes and a painful hangover.
Was life so cruel to your perfectly skewed smile,
That you had to swallow a bottle of brandy
Every night at 9 pm
To hear yourself laugh again?
How could I have not noticed
The tremor in your right hand
Every time you held a pen?
Was I so blind for the love you had for me to see
That my love was destroying you?
'I am yours.' You whispered when you still had Petrichor surrounding you.
I inhaled your scent like oxygen,
All the while I suffocated you like sulfur.
You gave me your heart on a plate,
And I was the last pill that took you
grief comes easy by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
grief comes easy
i
i stopped in my tracks the first time i saw you.
it wasn't the cheesy love at first sight things,
it was more of
"Damn, i didn't know people like you still existed."
ii
my mother still cries
all i can do is hug her.
iii
there is an old man in a wheel chair
with a grief-stricken face
he visits visited his wife everyday
never brought flowers,
i always bought two bouquets of roses for his grave.
i never understood what this meant.
iv
i couldn't find my journal so
i wrote this down at the back of my
foreign policy analysis notebook.
Stalin did not come out of his office for 3 days when Hitler betrayed him.
i showed up every day since i los
death took its toll on you by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
death took its toll on you
there are dark circles under your eyes
concealed by perfectly arched brows
and acne scars that look like freckles.
there is a worry-lines wrinkle on the centre of your
twenty-too-young forehead,
and one just above your dimple.
I guess, all i am saying is,
the
signs
were
there.
they were always there.
i have vomited
dreams, hope and love
because they were meant
to be discarded as waste;
the result of bad decisions
and poor judgement.
learn to live as they want you to, little one
you won't find what you're looking for here.
praise the misconceptions as reality
and condemn what you love the most,
baby steps won't take you far,
backflip, blindfolded into
all the things that kept you up at night
watch yourself slip through
scrawny fingers and
cracked skin,
welcome the pain with arms wide open.
home is not where the heart is
but the one bedroom apartment shared with
the boy you once thought you loved
on a cold november night;
a kiss in an a
The Boy In My head Inspires Me by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
The Boy In My head Inspires Me
the fire in your eyes was extinguished
by the ice in your veins
frozen
from all the chilly winds
exposed by the cuts and bruises
bone deep
but trivial to you
because you always realized,
the pain you made yourself go through
after you lifted the
weight from your skin,
touching the satin-red marks
with rough fingertips
still oblivious to most of the damage
because no one was there
to point out to you
how deeply you were really suffering.
Tragedies are never as beautiful by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
Tragedies are never as beautiful
you were the shipwreck
that was discovered a bit too late to be saved
but still soon enough to
take you out of the cold waters,
to look past the rust and cracks
and savor what was and could have been.
tragedy had knocked on your doors
and taken him away
because he just wanted closure,
for his brother, his family andhimself
you would think time, pain and loss would have hardened him.
he was more good than you remembered.
"Choking down sea water was easier
than to breathe in fresh air",was your reply
when he asked why you were so bitter
even when your breath did not contain the taste of liquor
and your acerbic smile was almost welcoming.
t
i
If I
let you hold me
While i break down every wall
That actually held you more close to me
Than separated us,
Will it make you feel more of a man?
ii
I can see the cracks hidden underneath your veins,
And the shadows they bring with them.
You were more damage than I could handle
But it didn't stop me.
We both wished it did.
lessons I wasn't taught at school by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
lessons I wasn't taught at school
1.I've gotten really good at walking out on people.
2.He was only collateral damage.
3.There is an infinity carved on the tree where your head once used to rest.
4. You smell of apple cyder, musk and her.
5. She created drama when there was none because that is how she liked to be; weak.
6. I've never seen snow.
7. They always misinterpreted your emotions, didn't they?
8. He never got why she preferred sitting cross-legged on the floor.
9. She knew by memory to the last detail every crease that strained his face.
10. He never really understood her.
11. You're selfish and self-absorbed but that is partially my fault because I gave y
I Wasn't Supposed To Be Worth It. by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
I Wasn't Supposed To Be Worth It.
Was it worth it?
Trading the taste of cinnamon on your lips
To smell like cigarettes and a painful hangover.
Was life so cruel to your perfectly skewed smile,
That you had to swallow a bottle of brandy
Every night at 9 pm
To hear yourself laugh again?
How could I have not noticed
The tremor in your right hand
Every time you held a pen?
Was I so blind for the love you had for me to see
That my love was destroying you?
'I am yours.' You whispered when you still had Petrichor surrounding you.
I inhaled your scent like oxygen,
All the while I suffocated you like sulfur.
You gave me your heart on a plate,
And I was the last pill that took you
we are all made of stardust by pansydiv, literature
Literature
we are all made of stardust
1.
he’ll say that i’m his favourite nightmare
i know it all too well, the gasps between breaths
and the choking that comes with breathing.
i know white light in waiting rooms
and i know boys like him, asleep
always asleep.
2.
sunset flickers over his face and his hollow eyes
his card-castle body curls into itself,
his hands are an empire of shivering and trembling
and there are shadows the colour of midnight running down his eyes.
he is the damaged good that was declared redundant at customs
and i love using pretty words to cloak the broken
and make them aesthetic masterpieces.
3.
daydreamer, he sits in terraces
with shoelace to
lessons I wasn't taught at school by slipcast-chrysalism, literature
Literature
lessons I wasn't taught at school
1.I've gotten really good at walking out on people.
2.He was only collateral damage.
3.There is an infinity carved on the tree where your head once used to rest.
4. You smell of apple cyder, musk and her.
5. She created drama when there was none because that is how she liked to be; weak.
6. I've never seen snow.
7. They always misinterpreted your emotions, didn't they?
8. He never got why she preferred sitting cross-legged on the floor.
9. She knew by memory to the last detail every crease that strained his face.
10. He never really understood her.
11. You're selfish and self-absorbed but that is partially my fault because I gave y
i
Cities burn between your ribcage;
Maybe that's why you smelt of ashes
And why when you spoke
Your words were filled with loss.
ii
I don't know you
But you feel like home to me. -for the boy in my nightmares
iii
I lost my words the day i lost my father;
I remind people of him when i smile.
Hello lovelies. I'm alive. It's been a while i've been on this site. Busy days and a busy life. I haven't been writing. I'm sorry. (It saves us all from my nonsense rambles). I don't think i can ever write again. It has been so long.
Same for photography. Too busy to try something new.
how have you all been?
Little girls are supposed to look like their mothers.
You have your father's smile.